MYSPACE IS THE NEW XANGA...

  yeah, i believe so. Myspace is so much better than xanga and it's so much easier, well, for me atleast. Well, if you all happen to have a myspace, add me: www.myspace.com/x_bleedingXkissez  -- i would still be writting here but not so often cause im busy with things. Blogrings are kind of getting old, so im thinking of abandoning my site, but im not so sure cause it's the only way of communication/connections with my other friends who just left shanghai (plus msn/aim). Oh well. ill update for further notice. (oh wow, i sounded like some ad). But in the meantime, im going to leave a shout out for my ultra gorgeous korean lover, Hye Youn and Seahorse. haha.

Hye Youn* Damn you! why do you have to leave Shangass? arghh. it's so friggin different without you. I should've stabbed the pilot so you wont have to leave. haha. Oh god. I have like 9897584594x bajilion memories of me and you doing crazy stuff. haha. Since the fucking 6th grade you poo! I wish you still have the 'rubber' haha. 6th grade math was fun. you, me, robin and michacha. Remember when we used to make fun of patrick and kick his ass? haha. oooh, and the times where we argue with stephen and ben and jeffrey? haha. good times, good time. OOh! and COREY! haha. wow, i can go on forever but words could never top the memories and good times we've had. It's just really depressing how the group is 'falling apart'. hm. i wont write much about it here, but i know you know what im talking about. I sent you an email a couple of days ago and yeah it should explain it all.  I love you dude. come and visit us during the summer k??
oh, and before i forget, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MACARONI! haha. <33

Denyse* oh my dearest seahorse. wow, it's been a long time since i've talked to you. We definately have a lot of catching up to do. haha, so how's b-land with EUGENE? damn, that must've suck so much...omg. does he like sleep during class? haha. cause that's what he always do, sleep and eat. that's why he's really ginormously fatt. haha. Dude! you should come visit shangass. we need you. No more denyse to make us feel better with everythign and make us laugh. Jacind and the rest, including me, misses you tons...so a tip: visit shangass before summer vacation... kk? ill be expecting you.
I love you and i miss you dude. you're like the nicest friend ever. and by that, i meant NICEST! like really nice. haha.
hope you're enjoying beijing. say hi to natalie for me, k?

okay, so that's it...ill stop now cause im really sleepy and i need to hit the sheets.
soo till next time my loveliies.

xxx

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¢¾ Thanksgiving entryy ----

okay. well i got bored so i decided to upload pictures from random times...lol

~dont cha just looove our seexxy hats? lol

~ me and han at ROXY before the rock for charity concert...last yearr..

~ lol. at the airport...hm. i have no fucking clue what we're doing...
oh god. i look demented..

~ arent we so FASHIONABLE!? LOL

~ us jumping off the bridge. damn..too bad we couldnt jump off the taller one...

 
~ infront of MCDO. oh my. my ear is GLOWIING.lol
well..more pictures later.....
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! lol wooot!
well...i got really bored talking to people so i just randomly did this survey from MONICA. lol oh and ill try to write at the bottom what I'm most thankful for...lol

7 things i wanna do b4 i die:

-be famous

-get married and have kids. lol

-get over my 'pevertednes' lol

-have a really ginourmous reunion with friends and all that...woot PARTTTYY lol

-err....win a contest lol

-not die?

-i dont really know.....umm..maybe live in CALI for the rest of my LIFE lol

**Write 25 random or somewhat interesting facts about yourself. When someone props you, they have to SAY WHICH FACTS THEY ALREADY KNEW AND HOW THEY FOUND OUT.

1. When I get mad at someone, I wont talk to that person until they talk to me. lol

2.  When I was still living in the Phillies, I used to have a "boyfriend" and we went to sleep right next to each other and we had a pretend "wedding" lol...i was five then. 

3.I tend to get 'emo' sometimes because of some certain reason......

4.I cry for no reason...i would just sit there and stare at a blank wall and just start wallowing. lol

5. If I know someone likes me, i wont talk to that person...unless he talks to me..lol im weird

7. I envy those people who are amazing at dancing/singing and make the rest of us look stupid.

8. I usually dont close my bathroom door when i take a shower because I always imagine that the girl from the ring would jump out and attack me. lol

9.I hate it when people overexagerrates stuff....

10. I love boys but then at the same time I hate them too.

11. I'd rather cuddle then kiss, kissing is overrated. If I really like someone then I'd rather be in their arms then making out with them.

12. Im such a freak when it comes to LAGUNA BEACH!

13. I'd always think that Im a part of a royal family and that I was just exchanged from birth...lol

14. Im a sucker for sweet talker....

15. Blabbing is my expertise...

16.My cellfone is my life.....i've had my first cellfone in 3rd grade and i was like the coolest person ever cause i had a cellfone then. lol...it was pretty stupid..

17.IM A MUSIC FREAK!

18. I forgot what phillies looks like...

19.I ALWAYS HAVE COLD FEET...

20. I cant get out of the mall or any shopping place without buying a small thing....lol

21.The one thing that I hate the most is...when people who dont really know me call me spoiled. ugh. it annoys me so much. Who the hell are they!? Me, not doing house work and getting all these stuff doesnt mean, im a fucking spoiled child. Like I ask them to buy stuff for me...

22.You can make me dance, act , or talk right infront of a big crowd just not with a small group of adults.

23.Im a trouble maker sometimes...

24.I wish I was one of those girls who always got it right, could laugh at the world even when she was sad, and who had someone who loved her more then anyone else.

25.One thing that really makes me happy this year was the fact that I got to know people more and that i moved on...

i tag...
marissa

jacinda

kay

han

tayna

joyce

amandaeeerrrr

okay, i was looking through bunch of blogs and i came across this girl's site and all she kept on saying is how perfect her life is and how 'popular' she is at her school and how she's so cool and all bunch of crap. And as i read her blog, i was like whoa! what a total fake!..... she posted a picture of my friend on her site and apparently, she thinks my friend is really pretty and so she decided to use her picture as her dp just to let everybody know that she's really hott and all that. and i was like BULLSHIT! and she keeps on saying how friggen popular she is at her school and she tries to talk like a perky little person just to make people believe that she's sooo cool. ugh! i know this is really stupid but...im just really annoyed...lol. it just bothers me how people tend to act like they're cool and copy 'cool' things eventhough it's wrong and stuff. So, i asked my friend about this girl and how she was, and my friend said everybody hates her and i was like, DUH! no wonder everybody hates her---she's a friggin plastic!
It's just so sad how people copies everything from everywhere--yeah. i, too copy stuff but i can limit myself.....but some people would just 'copy' things like to the extent and that really bothers me. and why would you fucking make yourself  change into something your not!? or do shit that would get you in trouble?! it's like-- you smoke pot because your friend tell you so. HOW STUPID IS THAT!? lol. and why does everybody cares about being 'popular'!? it's like so stupid. im not trying to be mean or anything but alll im trying to say is...why try to be something your not when you can be 'special' in someways.

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there's a fight outside near the gate of my compound and i really wanna see it so ill write some more later....ahh..i saw one of the chinese people tackled one of the guards and i was like whoooaa!!lol....and i didnt want to be such a nosy little person so i pretended that i was just going by the scene and that im on my way to lawson and ugh. i made myself buy a 26 kuai ice cream lol.
but then, the fight eventually ended and the police came. lol
i could hear them from my room...